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Worried about Dawn

Dude I don't feel much like doing anything fun, cause my girlfriend seems to be so damned depressed lately. Think it is because she feels bad about some of her and her older sisters friends leaving town. Was something mentioned about Willow & Tara moving to London. Uh, never did ask why those two was living at their house. I guess they was there to help out Dawn and her sister after their mom died. But guess they finally felt it was time to move on.

Now that I think about it. I never asked who the hell that blond dude was who dresses in black, and wears that cool black duster. I've seen the guy hanging out around their home allot smoking. Think Dawn said somethin' about him bein' in a rock band, and her sister dating him. He seems to be a really cool guy, although not the type of guy I'd want my girl to hang around.

But guess having fewer responsible adult types around will make it easier for me and Dawn to do whatever we want. Although clearly if Dawn's older sister is in a bad mood for a while, think I better be on my best behavior. And not do anything to have my but kicked. Cause I've heard she's a pretty though chick. And still remember the last time me and Dawn was out at a party, when Buffy shows up all pissed off about Dawn being at an unsupervised party. So yeah was some cops called, other than some harmless making out, some drinking of liquor, and maybe a few people fighting, their really wasn't anything too wild going on.

Uh, anyway I know that Dawn's older sister is like the mother of all over-protective mothers. And no doubt will be even more protective of her little sister now that is the only one at their home to watch out for her. Course I understand her reasons for wanting to make sure Dawn is safe and protected. Cause is a lotta weird crap going on in Sunnydale. I feel the same way about wanting my family and friends to be protected and safe. And wanna make sure nothing bad ever happens to Dawn again either. I know she's had a lotta crap happen to her. Such as all that shit with Josh last year. God I still wanna beat the hell outta that jerk Davidson for all the badness he put my friends threw.

Uh anyhow, I know that Dawn has allot of stuff to worry about. But at least the school year will be over soon. I'll do my best to cheer her up, and provide whatever support I can over the coming weeks. I can only hope that things will get better for her soon. Better for her and all those I care about.


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Apr. 11th, 2005 05:00 am (UTC)
*Is very glad to see her boyfriend*

Hello, JT

*Gives JT a hug*

Hope you've had a good weekend.
Apr. 11th, 2005 05:05 am (UTC)
*Hugs Dawn gently*

Hey, baby.

Well it being the weekend, with no school and all, I'm doing pretty good.*Smirks*

Uh, so how are you feeling tonight. Do hope your feeling better.*Frowns*
Apr. 11th, 2005 05:10 am (UTC)
*Looks at JT, and tries to fake being happy to keep him from being worried about her*

Well, up to a few moments ago, not doing so good. But getting to talk with you tonight certainly makes me feel better for sure.
Apr. 11th, 2005 05:15 am (UTC)
*Can tell she's not in the best of moods. Holds her hand, and looks into her sad deep blue eyes*

It's okay Dawn. You don't have to act like everything is cool, when things aren't going so good for you.

If you need to talk things out with someone. Just know I'm here for you.
Apr. 11th, 2005 05:25 am (UTC)
*The way he looks at her makes her feel wanted and loved. Wonders if can tell him how she is really feeling. Looks toward the ground. Starts to feel guilty about all the stress she's causing him*

You deserve allot better than the drama I cause you. I really don't wanna be miss gloom & doom depresso girl that sucks the fun outta your life. Just cause my life is pretty screwed up all the time, doesn't mean you need to be dragged down with me.
Apr. 11th, 2005 05:40 am (UTC)
Aww, you shouldn't think stuff like that. Your the funnest girl I've ever knowed. Not only that but your the best girlfriend a guy could ever hope for.

So yeah, have had some crappy stuff happen that makes it hard to keep things fun most of the time. We've been threw some pretty sucky things over the past year. And have been times that I haven't been mister fun and games all the time either. So think I know a little of what your going threw. And I'm not gonna just leave you alone when you need me.*Gives her a gentle hug again*
Apr. 11th, 2005 05:49 am (UTC)
*As is hugging JT. Starts to smile again*

God I feel so lucky to have such a great boyfriend as you. I'm glad that at least you haven't decided to leave me.

It's just that sometimes I feel like it's my fault when bad stuff happens to my friends and family. That I mess up the lives of everyone who are around me.

Like it was my fault that most of my friends was put in danger last year because of Josh Davidson. If I hadn't dated the jerk, then he wouldn't wouldn't have got mixed up with my friends. Trying to hurt them, to get back at me.*Sighs*
Apr. 11th, 2005 06:01 am (UTC)
It's not your fault when bad things happen to you or those you care for. Hell if anything, it's this crazy city, with all the supernatural weirdness that's to blame for most of it.

As for the Davidson stuff. It certainly isn't your fault for any of the shit he done. He was a creep that clearly had some mental issues, and is responsible for his own actions. Now let's not talk about jerk again, cause he isn't worth our time.

And I really don't know allot about any past problems you've had to deal with in your life. But I know that your kind and good person to everyone. So know you could never be to blame for anything bad that happened to anyone.
Apr. 11th, 2005 06:12 am (UTC)
Uh, well I wasn't always the best of kids growing up. Know that I caused my parents and sister allot grief over the years. Am not really sure, but I sometimes feel like it was my fault that my mom and dad broke up. Cause know I didn't help things being such a spoiled whining baby all the time.

Not to mention all the drama I put my sister and her friends threw by doing stupid things. Like getting kidnapped by a vamp once. Or even worse stuff that I really don't feel like going into now.*Sighs*

I really have tried not to be the annoying irresponsible brat I used to be when I was younger.

Anyway, thank you for believing in me. Think I really needed a pep talk.
Apr. 11th, 2005 06:28 am (UTC)
Again you really shouldn't blame yourself when bad stuff happens. Especially for stuff that took place when you was younger. We all do stupid things as kids and teenagers. Good parents are able to handle whatever crap their kids put them threw, and still give them the support and guidance they need.

And I used to be somewhat of a troublemaker as a kid. Plus as for being irresponsible, think you can ask a lotta people who would say I'm still pretty much an annoying irresponsible brat. So isn't a bad thing as far as I'm concerned. Cause hey, were teens, so should try to have some fun, and not worry about being all responsible until were adults in the real world.

Anyway, am glad if our little talk has made you feel a bit better. Is good not to keep stuff bottled up. Sometimes letting it out can help. Also I not only believe in you, but I love you. And I should be the one thanking you for believing in me and for being such an awesome girlfriend.*Hugs her again, and gives her a loving kiss to show how much she means to him*
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